“I Can’t Stop Stalking My Wife’s Past On Facebook:” Retroactive Jealousy And Social Media

There’s never been a better, or worse, time to be dealing with retroactive jealousy.

Unlike decades earlier, with the advent of the internet the average RJ sufferer can find a wealth of useful information on the topic.

While it’s true that there is a lot of garbage concerning retroactive jealousy on the internet, there is also a growing amount of quality information available online. (And, of course, as the creator of this blog, guidebook, and course, I realize my own bias in saying so.)

Which is to suggest that, before the internet, the vast majority of RJ sufferers were forced to deal with their confusing condition in isolation, and thus failed to get the guidance they needed to overcome retroactive jealousy (or so I imagine).

However, the internet is also one of the worst things to ever happen to retroactive jealousy sufferers.

Tell me if this sounds familiar…

You see an unfamiliar friend request, post, picture, or message appear on your wife’s Facebook account. You click on the profile of this “new guy,” start going through their profile details, and two hours later you’re still sorting through old photos, scanning for traces of your wife’s past, and trying desperately to figure out how this person “fits” in your wife’s past life.

Did they ever sleep together? Is he flirting with her? How does this guy even know my wife? How does he fit into my wife’s past? What did they do together?? I NEED ANSWERS!!

I exaggerate, but you get the point.

Every month I get at least a couple of emails from RJ sufferers who can’t seem to stop looking for details about their wife’s past (or husband’s past, or girlfriend’s past, etc.) on Facebook, Instagram, or Twitter, or stalking their partner on social media to see if s/he is keeping in touch with their ex.wife's past

We all know that social media can be addictive, but what’s worse, it can also be extremely detrimental to the recovery of people dealing with retroactive jealousy.

It’s easy to lose hours, days, or even weeks to Facebook, sorting through old details like some second-rate detective, and trying to piece together your wife’s past relationship and/or sexual history with the available online “evidence.”

Many RJ sufferers write to me to ask questions like:

“How do I stop stalking my wife’s past on Facebook?”

“How do I stop myself from seeking out details about my wife’s past on Instagram?”

“How do I stop myself from looking for ‘clues’ about my wife’s past relationships online?”

Even if you’re not stalking anyone on social media, if you deal with retroactive jealousy it’s useful to consider your online habits with care, and avoid negative patterns that can support, or even embolden your RJ, delaying your recovery. I’ve written briefly about this before, but with all of the emails I’ve been receiving lately, I thought it might be time to expand on my original thoughts on the matter.

SO: if you’re dealing with retroactive jealousy, and think there might be details of your wife’s past on social media, it would be a good idea to keep the following in mind next time you log onto your social media accounts:

1.) In general: the less time spent on social media, the better.

And don’t give me the excuse that you need to use social media as part of your work, or to keep an eye on your kids, or whatever. I’m sure even Mark Zuckerberg could stand to spend less time on Facebook.

Aside from being a serious time waster, with social media there is always the risk of seeing some picture, name, or post that can inspire some new “mental movie,” or some other type of retroactive jealousy flare-up.

As you (probably) know, it doesn’t take much to inspire more intrusive thoughts, depression, and curiosity as it relates to retroactive jealousy, so in the early stage of overcoming RJ I think it’s always a good idea to steer clear of potential “triggers.” And there is almost certainly no bigger depository of potential “triggers” re: your wife’s past than something like Facebook.

If you find the temptation too great, there are a number of software tools you can use to limit your time on social media. You may want to check out Cold Turkey (free), Anti-Social (paid), or Rescue Time (paid). I’ve used Rescue Time in the past, and found it very helpful.

2.) Your partner has a right to keep in touch with whomever s/he wants, just like you.

Many RJ sufferers (including myself when I suffered from RJ years ago) tend to get indignant when they see their partner has added an “ex” as a friend on social media. For obvious reasons, RJ sufferers tend to get touchy regarding the issue of their partner keeping in touch with people from their past. Some RJ sufferers even attempt to “ban” their partner from keeping in touch with anyone from their past.

Unlike in previous generations, there’s a very real chance that you’ll maintain some form of contact with old friends (and lovers) for the rest of your life, even as you change schools, jobs, cities, or even countries.

Which is to say: welcome to the 21st century. We’re living in an unprecedented new era of human interconnectedness, and I would estimate that the majority of social media users are going to maintain some kind of connection with their exes for the foreseeable future.

“But Zach, I don’t keep in touch with my exes. Why, then, is it OK for my partner?”

Because your partner is not you, and may have a completely different viewpoint than you when it comes to keeping in touch with their ex(es). The fact is most people–especially people in their 20s and 30s, who grew up with the internet–see no problem with keeping in touch with their ex on social media; for most men and women, it’s simply a non-issue. And you telegraph insecurity when you try to turn it a big deal.

Besides, there’s a very good chance that your partner maintains, at the most, no more than a passing interest in their ex’s life on social media; even more likely is that your partner is simply being polite by keeping them as a “friend” on Facebook. So try to relax on this issue as much as possible.

3.) That said, never tolerate disrespect.

If you’re in a monogamous relationship, of course there’s a difference between remaining friends with an ex on social media, and maintaining a flirtatious, pseudo-inappropriate relationship with an ex on social media.

So, if you feel like your partner is crossing “lines” when it comes to keeping in touch with their ex, it might be worth having a conversation with them about their social media habits. But instead of complaining or being needy, state your feelings on the matter as cleanly as possible–be honest, be direct, and make it clear regarding what is OK with you, and what is not.

Of course, I can’t tell you what is “appropriate” behaviour for your partner online, and what isn’t; that’s up to you and your partner. All I can advise you to do is be honest with yourself and your partner about your values, and make every effort to communicate them to your partner in as clean, and non-judgmental a manner as possible.

4.) The “block” feature is your friend.

Depending on the severity of your retroactive jealousy, it may be worth “blocking” your partner’s ex from your social media account. This will (hopefully) ensure that you don’t encounter their name or picture randomly on your newsfeed, and thus, will help to prevent “triggers.” (It will be extra satisfying after you overcome retroactive jealousy, and realize one day in the future that you completely forgot you ‘blocked’ them in the first place.)

Here are articles that will tell you how to block someone on Facebook, Instagram, Google+, and Twitter.

In conclusion:

Use the challenge of social media as an opportunity to grow stronger.

You’ll know you have your retroactive jealousy beat when you see your wife’s ex’s Facebook profile, and barely give it any attention. You’ll know you’re a retroactive jealousy Jedi Master (so to speak) when you see an old picture of your partner with his/her ex, and don’t even flinch. You’ve seen through the noise, made the determination that your wife’s past doesn’t conflict with your values. You’re moving forward.

Be like Obi Wan.

Like any other challenge as it relates to RJ, you can use the presence of your partner’s ex on social media as motivation to grow stronger. So, although you may choose to block your partner’s ex for a while (or–even better–abstain from social media entirely as you commit to defeating retroactive jealousy), keep in the back of your mind that, if you put in the work, one day in the not-too-distant future seeing them on social media really won’t get to you.

So take this opportunity to set a new goal for yourself: tell yourself that you’re going to overcome retroactive jealousy no matter what, so that some day soon you won’t give a second thought to seeing your partner’s ex on Facebook.

If you put in the necessary work, you’ll overcome retroactive jealousy much sooner and more easily than you probably realize right now, and before you know it you’ll be able to log into your social media accounts without a care in the world.

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Zachary Stockill

Hi! I'm a Canadian author and educator whose work has been featured in The Huffington Post, PopMatters, Mic, HuffPost Live, and many other publications. I'm passionate about helping others overcome jealousy in their relationships, and become happier human beings.

  • Kim Costello

    I am married to my then-boyfriend who remained friends with his exes in the past and got too close on more than one occasion. I tried to trust him with a MySpace years ago (when it was owned by Tom and was popular) but when we would fight or when an ex would text him, he couldn’t turn off “the charm” of how he used to talk with them like he still wanted them. He ended up cheating.

    I took him back only for his talking to them to get a bit too casual again with them. The only way for us to work was to give up social media all together. He locked himself out of his MySpace, and in turn, I gave up my MySpace and Facebook.

    Fast forward to now- we are married, have children, and are on a deeper level with people that really matter. Who actually come around and are involved. Social networking seems lame once you get away from it long enough and you look at people who are glued to their phones for Facebook and wonder wtf!

    Kim Costello

    • Zachary

      Thanks for sharing, Kim. Well put. Glad you and your husband are in a better place.

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  • Konrad

    Social media has been the source of my RJ. Well the real source is my insecurity/ego, but it all started when I started looking up my GF’s facebook/IG posts. They didnt have anything bad, just few pics of her and some of her exes. Yet it started an avalanche of questions, uneasy feelings, led to many unpleasant conversations…It took few months (still occasionally causes unpleasant feelings but I am better able to just observe them and say no to my ego). Sometimes I really feel if it wasnt for social media the topic would have never come up. My RJ would be probably somewhere deep inside me but it would have never come out. Maybe for the better however, so that you can deal with it as early as possible before you get into something really serious with the person?

    • Zachary

      I agree, Konrad. The earlier you confront the beast the better.

      • Konrad

        Based on your experience, is it possible the RJ comes from just ego, not the insecurity? I really don’t have any issues with trust and do not have any controlling issues, I’m just highly uncomfortable with the facts I know. Are ego and insecurity always related?

        • Zachary

          The ego IS insecurity, brother. But of course it’s up to you to decide what you can handle, and what you can’t, and there’s no shame in acknowledging what you can’t handle. See here: https://www.retroactivejealousy.com/values/

          • Konrad

            I did that assessment. And it’s not really about incompatible values, I did worse things. It’s amazing that even realization of your own hipocrisy barely helps though. It’s about that sense of purity and inability to look at the person the same way as you did before knowing some stuff. How can I think of somebody as a sweet person when I know this stuff. But I’m working on it, don’t write me off yet 😉

  • Laura

    I have been desperately researching retroactive jealousy. It is what I suffer from however I am having issues with how to deal with the actual trigger. It comes in the 3 year old miniature form of his ex. My RJ stems from insecurities with my partners past in regards to raising a child with his ex.I feel like im not good enough since he still needs them around. Why cant the past stay in the past and let me have a shot with him?

    • Desirae Alina Rubio

      Hey gurl! This seemed all to familiar to me. Particularly the part about feeling like you aren’t good enough.

      I’ve been suffering from RJ for over 10 years, spanning MANY relationships. I got over it with my current boyfriend… AND I did so while I see not one but TWO of his very attractive exes each and every day, as we work together. One he was with for 4 years and the other, a fling.

      Believe me. It was NOT easy and we had many a fight, cry and toil over this. But I realized something, we all go through things in our lives that become something that shapes who we are. You liked boy bands when you were a little girl yes? I loved the Backstreet Boys, personally. Today, do I love them?! HELL NO!

      Like me, your boyfriend has developed MUCH better taste since things he may have held value in years ago. And really he wouldn’t have done so if not for learning the lessons he did from his past. Those lessons and taste building lead his way to you, in the same way you have found him.

      Don’t let the silly artifact bother you. Its not more than a thing that you have applied meaning to. And as for having kids, thats a horse of a different color. But I can tell you this: both my parents had kids with their ex marriages before they found each other. They consider each other the loves of their lives.

      • Zachary

        Thanks for sharing, Desirae! Great insight.

        … Everything except the Backstreet Boys part. (Now all of a sudden I have “Backstreet’s Back” in my head.)

    • Zachary

      Check this video out, Laura:

      https://www.retroactivejealousy.com/video-partners-ex/

      Super relevant to you and your situation.

  • Desirae Alina Rubio

    Social media?! I work with not one but TWO of my current boyfriends exes! Try dealing with that… I don’t have to go searching for photos or the past, they are in front of me, flesh and blood, EACH AND EVERY DAY! One he was with for 4 years, almost marrying and the other was a fling…. both are still in the same friend circles and go to parties and other social events.

    I tried emailing the guy who runs this site, because he said he answers every email. Wrong. He never replied back, after I spent time explaining this situation. Turns out, I didn’t need him. I got over RJ with some soul searching and confidence building.

    I got through the RJ I have suffered from for over 10 years now. If I can do it under those circumstances, anyone can! You just gotta keep trying! Believe me! You can do it!

  • Christine

    helooo less time spent on social media, the better!

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